If you happens to see this .
I think I've been a fool , making a fool out of all this . Can't you just keep a promise ? I know , but I am your friend will you let you friend suffer all this alone ? will you ? Did i leave you in a lurge when you were sad ? I was always there , but when I needed you where were you ? Yes ! I know you mum doesn't allow you to go out and she is angry with you . But did I get scolding from my dad yestherday because of you , did I blame you . Don't keep thinking you are very pathetic , I'm also standing in your position . MY BOYFRIEND ALSO CAN'T BE BAIL OUT ! WHAT MORE I CAN ONLY GET TO SEE HIM LIKE ONCE IN A HUNDRED YEAR . This 10 day I word I've not spoke to him , it's always him who would listen to my misery . Now he is inside who would listen to all those , but still I still keep going out with you . You must take good care of yourself , don't keep thinking of him . Wait for him to come out alrights ? If need anything call me oks .

I only had about 6 hours of sleep during this 48 hours , just couldn't get to sleep . Kept thinking what were you doing ? Met Andy & Yinyin at 2am today , went geylang for supper . Did not have mood to eat , I miss you . Then went home at about 5.30am & slept at 8am . Woke up at 11am , was late for my report . Took a cab down with daddy , He just show a black face all the way . I hate I.O Henry Teo ! He doesn't allow me to get Boyfriend's Key , kept shouting all the way till the conversation end . Reach home at about 2pm then Celine came , she watched Green forest while I washes those dishes for daddy . I need his trust back ! (:
Boyfriend ! I will wait for you !

As I've said I will be going down to Pasir Ris to look for Gilbert's mother and then Jurong to looking for Boyfriend's mum . Woke up at 3pm in the noon , then went down to Toa Payoh to look for celine then make our way down to Pasir Ris to look for Gilbert's mother stayed there for not long then headed down to Jurong to look for Boyfriend's mum . I was shocked that she don't even know why Boyfriend had never been home for so long , she thought Boyfriend was at my house . It took me along time to tell her everything , then Celine , Boyfriend's mum , dad & me went down to 651 to eat . As it was getting later and later , Celine & I decided stay over at Boyfriend's house . Went back home and sleep , woke up at 7 in the morning . Bathed and down to Boon Keng to meet Gilbert's mum so we brought Gilbert's mum to Gilbert's moto tiam to let them help Gilbert do his bike inspection and road tax cause neither Celine nor Gilbert's mom know how to settle it . Then we make our way down to Cantoment police station , I've got to take Boyfriend's car key . From about like 4pm we reach there then in the end we didn't get the key & even worse we left the place at 10 like thats . Anyways , Tomorrow will be going down to cantoment to report . So have to sleep early .
Nights , Tata (:

My Promise To You ,

When we didn't get caught that time , you didn't believe I will wait for you no matter what .You think my love for you was nothing , but when I was in the lock-up room my mind was all about you .You totally had no trust in me , but this I promise you I will wait . I'm willing to take up every wrongs you did . This 5 months we had been throught alot and I believe this is a test to our relationship .Boyfriend , I know both of us can withstand all this obsticals . Now you're in cantoment while me and celine will be outside waiting for you and gilbert . Tomorrow we will be going down pasir ris then down to jurong to find both of your parents . Both of us will try our best to engage a lawyer for both of you & Both of us will find the money to bail both of you out .
My Dearest Boyfriend , I Love You .